Yes, and at the same time, I cry with joy whenever I see people come to Christ, because I always pray that God guides them away from the misinformation that many people preach; the idea that “once you come to Christ, everything will suddenly become perfect: marriage, children, money, health, and an easy life.”
What people should explain is this:
Coming to Christ often means first losing everything the world convinced you was peace. The world can offer temporary comfort, unhealthy relationships, broken foundations, and distractions disguised as success.
When you truly walk with God, everything in your life is tested. At first, it can feel like your entire world is falling apart. But sometimes, what is collapsing was never built on truth to begin with.
I call it “the God test.”
• Can what you built survive in the presence of God?
• Can your relationships, mindset, habits, and motives stand before Him?
If not, God will allow dismantling before rebuilding and that process can take years if you remain spiritually blind, dependent only on religious people instead of seeking God deeply for yourself.
Many people follow religion without allowing God to turn the light on inside them. But once that light comes, you begin to truly see what is around you and what no longer belongs in your life.
Coming to Christ is still the best decision I have ever made. Almost 18 years later, I still choose to walk closely with God and listen for His direction, even when my life looks strange to religious people. I have learned to focus on God’s purpose for me more than people’s opinions about me.
Many people tell me, “You expose too much online, and that’s why certain things happen to you.”
I always laugh when I hear that because social media did not create evil people. The people many are afraid of are often already in their lives, hidden behind familiar titles: relatives, spouses, friends, colleagues, teachers, doctors, even their own children.
Social media does not create darkness in people. If someone chooses to become a source of destruction, manipulation, or chaos, that is their personal choice, not the fault of someone speaking openly their truth.
The deeper issue is that many people still live in fear. They hold tightly to control, image, and worldly security instead of allowing the perfect love of God to remove fear from their hearts and honestly, this fear is connected to why so many people silently struggle with anxiety, emotional emptiness, and depression.
During therapy, I realised something deeply important: I was surrounded by many people with earthly wisdom, but very few with spiritual wisdom.
So many people are religious, yet disconnected from the spiritual depth of God because true spiritual awareness often makes you look foolish to the world and most people desperately want to appear “normal.” But I have always said this: I am not normal. I am spiritually fit.
To truly understand me, you must be spiritually grounded and fit. My mindset is not centred only on earthly systems or appearances. I pay attention to spiritual patterns, purpose, discernment, and the deeper meaning behind connections and experiences.
People enter our lives for reasons. Some connections are assignments, lessons, seasons, or spiritual contracts. Learn to complete the purpose attached to the people God allows into your life instead of trying to possess every relationship forever.
If you understand that, you will understand me better.
Feed your spirit as much as you feed your physical life. Many people would heal emotionally if they strengthened their spiritual lives with the same energy they use chasing external validation. 😇
Love you all.
©️ Niina Nia Kabesa
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